[..::^Tuesday, September 04, 2007^::..]

anyways,,
today was not a very nice day,,
wanted to have breakfast with kian,,
then pebble didn't meet me at the foyer,,
they both told me how i was insincere,,
well fine,,
how come people dont realise that the more they scold me the more i'll just not want to change,,
so irritating,,
first time i've cried 2.5 hours straight,,
ok anything === (block everything OUT)




i really miss primary school life,,
how cherie and lu and kay would always be there for me,,
like if ones in trouble alls in trouble,,
i remember the first time me and lucia like became friends and stuff was in 3A,,
tablemates ^_^
like four of us (cassandra, karine, lu, me) were groupmates and i guess were quite good friends,,
cos me and lu were both in fearon (the yellow house) so we were like closer,,
mmm,, especially cos we both ran for house and swam for house and school,,
plus i was in chinese dance then lucia was in band and we had CCA on fridays and the music room is just beside the gym there so when we like go to water cooler we would like, meet (:

kay was in 3A too but we weren't very close,
she was closer to sameerah and stuff,,
then after half of 4A with mrs SH tan (she was the swimming teache rin charge too),
cherie joined us along with samantha,,
so i think mrs tan tried to split me and lu up or sumting,
cos she paired lu with samantha and me with cherie,,
so we were like buddies to them la,,
and we were expected to like show them around and stuff,,
okay obviously i kinda was not very happy although excited cos like,,
i dunno,,
new friend to guide and stuff ^^
anyways u know cherie was those cheerful cheerful happy go lucky happy kind of person,,
soo,, it was kind of hard to like get her to listen to me la :x
anyways the funny thing is,
i remember the first ever sentence i said to her,
i told myself i should remember it cos i thought i might want to remember it in the future,,
how right i was (:
"do you have this green book~?"
it was like this english grammer book called NEW ___ ___,,
yeah,, for primary 4 students,,
i asked cos mrs tan asked me to ask her about any books she might not have that we use so yeah (:
anyways so i remember mrs tan told me i wasn't doing a very good job of orientating cherie and lucia was so much better at orientating samantha,, :D
it is kinda hard to control rie ok,,
and i dunno why but somehow everyone didn't really like samantha,,
i never really knew her though =/
usually preoccupied with cherie and stuff,,
i remember lu didn't like cherie at first,,
can't remember why,,
but during chinese especially,
she liked to sneak over to my place and leave samantha alone,,
so i guess thats why samantha felt lonely and left the school and went back to MG or SC or sumting,,
and the weird part comes when cherie had CCA options,,
like its this white slip of paper with all the CCAs on it and u have to like tick three?
yeah,,
then balvindar kaur who sat behind me and cherie canceled cherie's application for chinese dance(?) with correction tape and put netball instead,
cos she was in netball,,
hahahaha (:
and also during p4 NAPFA test at standing broad jump,
miss seng came over to lucia and me to ask us to join netball!
its like everything just fits right?
she said cos we represented house for swimming and running and cos our standing broad jump was quite good we might do well in netball,,
but by then me and lu had like two CCAs,,
ie. swimming and chinese dance / band
but we agreed to just like try out and stuff,,
i admit i didn't really understand netball at all,,
only remembered seeing anna's batch doing square drill everyday in the morning before assembly,,
and i just didn't see the point of it :x
anyways we went for the try outs and joined the school team,,
then, cherie oso was in school team so we sort of became closer,
like going for carnivals and all,,
kay oso joined netball cos i think miss seng asked her,,
she was a pro sprinter for fearon u see ;)
sososo~
we would skip mdm halimah's class in p5 to go and visit miss seng :D
cos art was like 2 blocks and mdm halimah didn't seem to mind the thought that we stayed really long in the toilet ^^
plus art didn't really matter ;x
and OHYES i remember the incident with mr james seow!
we finished with friday workout then miss chew (our principal! it was her last year principalling),
came to teach us how to roll the platforms back properly,,
so we took quite long into going back to class which was science,,
i remember it so well (:
cheryl seah reminded him about how he would punish anyone who was more than 10mins late for his lesson,,
so yup,,
although we were just around 13mins late he chased us out of class,,
i tried to explain cos i thought he would like listen to me cos i just happened to be the class monitress but he just said get out so fine lo ._.
so we five were like standing in a row outside our class,,
u see right,,
if u were inside 5A classroom looking out,
you would see like half of our bodies cos the lockers would be blocking u,,
so yeah,,
we made hand signs to the twins who were going for PE at 6C classroom there,,
they understood ^^v and called miss seng up,,
miss seng came up without even like making eye contact with us =/
she and mr seow just talked for like around 10mins and argued,,
mr seow kept on talking about how she was questioning his right to punish his students while miss seng talked about how we weren't at fault on and on and on,,
in the end she left,
and mrs J tan came up,,
we kinda guessed it was a letter from the principal saying how we shouldn't be punished and all so yeah,,
we were let in,,
he made us like stand in front of the whole class,,
it was SO scary cos i was like right beside him when he talked about how we shouldn't do it again,,
plus i was wearing the class monitress badge and he kept on looking at me! RAWR,
of course he was hitning about how i was an irresponsible class monitress and all,,
yupyup,,
hahas mr seow was really eccentric,,
i remember on teachers day or sumting he was playing like super slow snake on his handphone,,
and his snake just covered like the whole screen xD
so cool,,
then he actually threw a chair in anger cos natalie sprayed some hairspray in his hair,,
oops ;x
but he was kinda nice to me in all that anger,,
he asked me to go down to the office to check wat time the teachers day celebrations at the hall was starting,,
=)
i remembering him calling lucia a fire engine too,,
cos lucia really like to talk alot in class :x
and like really loudly,,
i bet he would remember us forever,,
we still like email each other though,
like once a month or sumting,,
cos he lives at 1 draycott there,,
beside rg,,
so he sees me often ^^
anyways we moved on the 6A with mrs A chu,,
i remember we had some problems with ira but forgive and forget ^^
mrs chu and her : "A person with no discipline is like a city without walls waiting to be attacked."
she is so cool,,
and shes really good and hardworking with our math,,
she gave us like loads of math worksheets,,
some people might think that thats being cruel,
but they dont see that when we give it back to her ie. hand it up,
she marks them ALL,,
whoa right,,
we do a one persons work but she marks like 40 over students' work,,
plus not only one class so just think about it,,
im so glad she was our teacher,,
mrs SC ong was our chinese teacher again,,
yupyupyup,,
memories of how we ate in class,,
seaweed and everything x)
cherie even ate nasi lemak,,
amazing how i was like always the only one caught for eating and try to deny it ;x
i remember sulynn and phyllis and debbie even set up a business to buy food for us during recess cos we were to busy playing netball,,
hahas so cool (:
and i still remember how cherie got punished in my place cos i didn't bring my ke ben,,
i can't believe i let her do it,,
i think my leg was injured or sumting so couldn't stand up,,
these friendships are just so special and rare,,
they might not even happen to someone in their lifetime ata ll,,
i really treasure these memories,,
if only things didn't have to change so much

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