_step into roula-ism

[..::^Thursday, July 19, 2007^::..]

i received my OBS letter!
from mr clay!
finally!

its like exactly 6months after OBS,,
i was really stupid thinking 6months =18th Jan + 18th June,,
but its actually 18th July ><
so yupyup (:
i read what i wrote when i was 6months younger and i just feel so happy,,
like,, yeah,,
like i communicated with myself through time,,
so cool right !
must really thank mr clay for this ~ =D

anyways recently i've been on the verge of emoness ._.
which is bad of course,,
but good that i never really became emo,,
you know alot of people think my pain is so easy,,
doesn't anyone realise they really wont understand till they feel it themselves,,?
sometimes i even think that its so easy,,
i tell myself its just pain and the next time it comes i can bear with it,,
but somehow i always fail?
sometimes i dont even understand myself =/

problems arisen :
the $5oo owed to pebble,,
i really want to know whats on jia's mind,,
i dont know what to think =/
really =//

ohwells,,
i miss starie jie!
haven't seen her for super long right!
i owe her sunflowers/starflowers =))

lala ~ 12:23 AM

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