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[..::^Saturday, June 30, 2007^::..]

life is so complicated =)

i hope that everyone can eventually get through their problems ^_^

especially my starie jie~!

loves =)

lala ~ 7:21 PM

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[..::^Friday, June 29, 2007^::..]

stupid people out there who can't appreciate my jie,
are so irritating

lala ~ 11:50 PM

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attention everybody (especially MY starie jie)

i love her more than anyone can !!! >(

lala ~ 10:04 PM

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[..::^Thursday, June 28, 2007^::..]

bubbles!!

im infected!

but actually overall although it hurts and stings and is painful,
it kinda is cool la,,

mmm shucks cedar hasn't returned black jerseys back so phototaking is havocked,,
so sec3 batch has to wear last year's black jersey~
im so sorry!!!,,

training today was fun =)
i wasn't tired at all ^_^v
we also played husband and wife at the end which turned out fun ~~

tomoros friday thankyouthankyou,,
but reminds me its the last day of school before math test,,
huiling promises to do well for the test =)
(fordaddy)

lala ~ 7:18 PM

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[..::^Tuesday, June 26, 2007^::..]

sunburns bad =(

its like after i put the medicine its really stinging like a tiny swarm of invisible bees,,
i dont like it ><
i want my old skin back !!!

and today was a really blur day,,
as in i slept alot haha =x
like during morning assembly, bio, english (whole block asleep) and RS,,
so cool~

maybe because i slept around 4plus 5plus yesterday?
talking to mrKyuuz on the phone,,
but dunno why i really cannot recall anythingg,,,
is like,,
i just blacked out or sumting lo =//

vrooms

lala ~ 10:41 PM

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lala ~ 10:41 PM

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[..::^Monday, June 25, 2007^::..]

i jus want to cry tonight,,

lala ~ 9:20 PM

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[..::^Saturday, June 23, 2007^::..]

i think i have insomnia ~

last night,
or yesterday morning rather,
i slept at like,, 6am =/ ?
which is kind of bad la,,

i vaguely remember spending my time on msn,,
playing scissors paper stone with george,,
then jigsaw with kyuuz ^^
then jigsaw took around like 1hr 7mins to complete,,
i slept in the middle =x

then it was around 3am plus?
yeah then i went to my room and ate a mango pudding,,
it was the first time in my life i finished a mango pudding all by myself,,
because i usually either throw away the mango thingys inside or give to mommy~
but yeah i ate that and some biscuits,,
then i did sudoku~
i improved!!
i did puzzles on average 14mins a puzzle ^^v
yay

i did it till around like 430am,,
then pebble called me after i smsed her that i couldn't sleep,,
turned out she was like all hyper,,
yeah and we talked for no idea how long,,
but i eventually slept at around 6am =)
how cool~ ^^

i remember waking up around 5 times from around 8am to 12am,,
yupyup,,
mommy kept coming in and updating me,,
yeah so i evetually hopped out of bed at 12plus~?
it was too late for breakfast,,
so i had lunch =)
sort of,,
i ate a quarter of the plate like,,
1/4,,
yeah fried rice o.o,,

sapp called to meet me as i was going down the escalator at orchard mrt,,
we sorta has this miscommunication thing la =x
then when he finally saw me he passed me this nice bottle of stars for starie jie ^^
really nice,,
then he left and "went somewhere",,

so me kyuuz and vedor walked to mt elizabeth,,
yeah we didn't get lost ^^v
we went to level 2 the fish tank and sat on the sofas ~ ^^
jiejie even asked me which fish tank i was in =x
kyuuz took my sudoku book and started doing,,
then i just explored,,
cos the place was quite cool ^^
fish tank and all,,
then starie jie came in her lab coat ^_^
look really chio with her green skirt wor,,
and she look like a doctor =x

-pause

lala ~ 12:00 AM

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[..::^Thursday, June 21, 2007^::..]

my life is so,,

i dunno,,
seems complicated,,
like always got something wrong with me,,
you see right,,
when im sad,,
then make everyone else moody cos i spread my sadness everywhere,,
then when im happy,,
i over enthu and crazy then make everyone irritated with me,,
=(

and i just got 3 mosquito bites on my left ankle,,
i sprained it you know,,
like because of the stairs at B1,,
new houses are like that,,
needs getting used to,,

sigh,,
so gloomy,,
sappp is like moody every day,,
shiloo always dao mii,,
wan quit audi,,
and is like,,
cookies cannot make it for dinner,,

so tired,,

lala ~ 11:15 PM

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[..::^Wednesday, June 20, 2007^::..]

math clinic is over~~
time to focus on training <3

SRC is this sat,,?
i think so,,
i think i get to be captain againn,, =/
i fail - im irresponsible,,

doorbell rings,,
it goes ding,, dong,,
ding,,,,,,,, dong,,,,,,,,,
really slowly =)

HAPPY BITHDAY STEPHang =)))
i must get her a present s00n,,
shes my math clinic buddy ^^v

cheeer upp sapp~
im sure your dear & you will be fine s00n ^_~

i miss my jie !

lala ~ 3:42 PM

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[..::^Tuesday, June 19, 2007^::..]

huiling is a crazyy em0 person x_x

=x

okaes~
lookie i found this blog again!
i think its around my 4th time re-finding it =D
i always forget stuff =/

yesterday was starie jie's birthday!! <3 ^^v
shall elaborate on what happened ^_~

well i woke up at ~7am in the morning,,
cos mommy came into the room and woke me up,,
well i define waking up as like not sleeping for this moment and being conscious of your actions la,,
so i woke up 6 times in the morning ^^
7am,7.02am,7.04am,7.06am,7.08am,7.09am =DD
my hp alarm rings every 2 minutes after i click snooze you see,,
and i ALWAYS forget which is the snooze button and which is the off alarm button,,
smart (:
so yeah eventually daddy came and dragged me out of bed,,
you see this contradictory thing that happens ok :

at night, he pushes me and bugs me to sleep,
in the morning, he pulls me out of bed to wake up,
weird behaviour =/

anyways yeah i got up and showered for math clinic at 8am,,
i reached at 8.04am =/
and saw steph sitting at the foyer waiting for cheryltan o i sat with her (:
thern we went up at around 8.09am
(my timings are so accurate)

and we got taught mathmathmath,,
quadratic equations inequalities everything ._.
yeah headache i know,,
so then i went home with cheryltan,,
she wanted to visit my new house ^^v
we took 105 and walkedd like really far =(
i guess we neeeed exercise

so i showed her around the house,,
and we talked and played audi while she showed her her TAPPEI and jap stuff ._.
then i showered and we went far east for lunch ^^v

she had to go to the toilet (again)
and so i just stood outside,,
and there were 2 really really really really skinny girls who were taking pictures of themselves in the toilet x.o
i got scared,,
then one girl said that bugis toilet was nicer to take pictures in,,
i dont know =/
i hope i dont grow up to be like that,,
as in,, i dont really like toilets la,,

so we ate at kfc =))
i love chicken!~
and then we went to plazasing to find a present for cheryl but she didn't want anything,, =//
so then i went to bunk with myst di~
he was with zanthe junior and glitx too ^^v
they study everyday (wow clapclap)
zanthe junior and glitx wanted to study so they went out,,
and so i just played with myst di inside,,
vedor came in and returned me my chinese book,,
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,,
he didn't play but waited outside,, yeah,,
then sapppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp came,
he said he couldn't find his doughnut shop (HARHAHA)
so then come bunk to meet his dear,,
then eventually he playd cos he see me play then jealous ^^v

then starie jie oso came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
her birthday ma so wanted to see me =x

then we all played together,,,
then myst di left with zanthe junior and glitx,,
then omg my mind was just in a blur la,,
but had to rush home yupyup~

math clinic is so tiring =(

lala ~ 1:22 PM

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[..::^Saturday, June 16, 2007^::..]

you want me die,,,,,
if no, then ok, u do it really well,,
u do it really well,,
its like all planned well,,
he didn't reply me to talk to you,,
he admitted he loved you,,
(broke my heart)
you kept on asking me whether he loved you,,
i repeated myself again and again,,
(and i tell u, each time it hits me hard)
i told you to give him a chance,,
to love and to be loved in return is so rare, and a dream come true,,
its hapiness,,
but you said no,,
now you are sad,,
hes by your side,,
and you want me to tell him how deep you are in depression,,
its hurtful such to see his reply, all shocked and hurt in your place,,

WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME,,
MY HEART IS ALREADY CRUSHED AND DEAD, TRAPPED,,
YOU WANT TO WHIP A TORTURED HEART THATS ALREADY DEAD,,?

im tired,,
i really am,,

lala ~ 10:22 PM

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[..::^Saturday, June 02, 2007^::..]

yay!

GS (holding bib) - Shakila
GA - ME (:
WA - Ruici
C - Cherie
WD - Shaina
GD - Zhen
GK - Tessa
and Eunice ~

CLIMALITE <3

lala ~ 5:44 PM

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