_step into roula-ism

[..::^Saturday, May 05, 2007^::..]

today was a really badbadbad day

it all started with tuition,,
then i was like : laoshi wo du zi tong
then she daoed me,,
so i just told her i was going to the toilet,
then when i didn't come back she complained to mommy,
and mommy was like : eh u have stomach ache ar?
: tutor waiting for you leh,
and i just wanted to kill her but nvrm,
cos i was in pain.
it wasn't that bad la actually
compared to later

anyways i stayed in the toilet and just stoned,
toilets the best place cos theres no air movement,
i feel better without air movement
so a reminder not to point fans at me!
i hate it

then when i came out,
the tutor kept on telling me to go to my room and sleep
and she kept on saying it like she was so experienced
im sorry but i got pissed :(
so i daoed her back ><
but yeah wtv

and i was seriously like sweating non stop,
mommy gave me ponstaine,
so i lied down on mommys bed and tried to sleep cos sleeping means u can't feel the pain
then i slept for like, 5 mins
when i woke up the pain was like,
what i've never felt before,
it was,, whats that word, indescribable
worse was that i wasn't ready for it,
i so wasn't ready,
eventually i fell off the bed and kept rolling around like i was on fire,
well, you won't understand the pain unless u feel it,
so dad and mom were just irritating in my head,
telling me to stop rolling,
cos they just dont understand

anyways i had to scream at them that i needed a doctor,
well, i've never really groaned and screamed before this way,
but i tell you, the pain was like BAD
it was a off and on pain okay,,
so theres a starting, ending and middle
middle u feel pain, like sumting is squeezing you,
you just want to curl up,
ending is u feel like the pain is gonna go away,
but no,
starting is the WORSE
its like, someone is inserting a knife into your abdomen,
thats not all, hes like putting it in and out,
horrible

anyways daddy said an ambulance would take too long so he and korkor put me on a chair and carried me downstairs,
[i've decided that i might stay in the basement of the new house next time maybe]
but it was hard you know,
to try not and move in the chair,,
yeah,,
so i just screamed and screamed so when they brought the chair out with me inside (screaming),
the whole estate kinda looked out the windows,
darn =/

anyways daddy speeded to KKH,
i could feel it cos everytime the car went up a bump,
its was like the knife moving in your abdomen,
plus my house has 4 bumps before you reach the main road so yeah,
im glad im moving,
so when i reach KKH mom put me in this wheelchair,,
and guess what,
yeah i broke the handle,
oops =/

the nurse tried to take my blood pressure but i guess it was kind of hard,
because of me screaming and rolling and all,
oops =/

then they finally put me on this bed,
and kept on telling me : oh the doctor is coming
i was kinda pissed,
cos the doctor took like 15mins
and i think i sorta damaged the bed thingy's handle too
oops =/
gosh,
and you know what,
they had to move my bed away from the wall,
cos i was trying to bang my head on it,
so that i could get unconscious and just forget the pain
i'll bring my own rock next time.

lala ~ 10:19 PM

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