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[..::^Wednesday, May 14, 2008^::..]

i can't believe i cried in front of Mr. Ng today,,
i shouldn't have ARGH

lala ~ 8:17 PM

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[..::^Monday, May 12, 2008^::..]

happy career day rgs(:

i spent most of the day with steph cos we had 2 talks together - the Social Workers one and the Law one(:
the NUS one i signed up for was quite insightful but a little boring cos she mainly read off the slides but i found her pretty nice(:

and thus, i have decided to become a litigation lawyer(:
so i guess i will have to take NUS Law 'cos SMU doesn't really offer the litigation part i think,,
anyway
after the social workers talk i was considering becoming a social worker cos i am good at listening to people and sympathising but i realised that it couldn't sustain me,,
like financially,,
yea,,
but its a good job cos it really humbles you, i realised(:

after today i also made a mental note to change my hairstyle,,
officially sick and tired of the miniscule variety in my life of hairness,,
honestly, ):

we are going through english and chinese papers tomorrow~
my weakest, not considering chem and math,,
i hope i did okay for argue essay,,
as a litigation lawyer one should be argumentative and quarrelsome(:
just like me

lala ~ 11:31 PM

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[..::^Thursday, May 08, 2008^::..]

today was such a unorthodox kinda day(:

like i actually slept and woke up to the little butterfly's phone call at 12.43am~
i had this dream that i fell asleep and someone like carried my mattress with me on it to level 2 or something and i couldn't find the staircase back to my room!
it was kind of freaky,, =/

yeah then after that i slept and woke up at 4a
i had another bad dream!
m! i actually woke up crying again,,
it was like this other guy who's like Thaddeus you know,,
like a sportsperson,,
yeah he died in the end while i was visiting him in hospital ):
suuuper saddening,,

then i woke up to JK's sunshine song alarm,,
it played for like forever,,
then it stopped and i heard him snoring,,
he actually slept through it la,,
anyways i eventually woke up around 5.20am plus minus(:
then i washed up everything and went downstairs to revise the formulaes for math todayy ~

oh did i mention that the paper was so like, hard?
first question was linear law,
which i didn't study,,
second question too!
i left it blank cos i seriously had no idea how to do it,,
my own fault la,,
for not studying linear law,,
didn't know it was coming out ):

anyways then the trigo identities were so so bad,,
differentiation was too simple for me to have done it correctly arghh~
puu ):

anyways after that me sixuan steph went AMK HUB(:
i thoroughly enjoyed the rest of the day!
we ate pepper lunch after acting like total tourists to that place(:
we had ice creamm too~
and there was this woman who served it to us who was like super nice! ^^
and she kept mentioning something like "shuai ge wei ni men zuo de te bie da! yao xie xie ta!"
i shall not bother to translate that into english but i just found that woman extra nice!
she reminds me of the nurse at thomson MC last monday who wanted to adopt me haha(:

and we went to this uber nice shop called art box,,
sixuan actually caught 2 girls shoplifting and it was so so bad,,
they were like "eh cover my back" and this girl starting shoving $1.60 erasers into her schoolbag,,
omg?
i wanted to buy those erasers for yuhui too,,
(cos she stole mine for a week and only returned to me just before the last MYA o.=)
anyways sixuan told the shopkeeper while i was watching them,,
they actually had an 'accomplice' or sorta in another shop,,
so they passed the stolen goods to her i guess and came back into the shop,,
anyways after sixuan told the shopkeeper she ran out of the shop,,
then after that she started regretting it cos she was worried that the shopkeeper might think we actually stole something,,
haha,,
i must admit our imgination kinda ran wild like about their boyfriends coming to kill us or kidnap wee and nora ><

anywayys we got tickets to what happens in vegas or something like that,,
i have never laughed like so much in a suuper longg timee !
good movie for after exams(: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i shopped tooo!
bought stufffsss(:
can't beat nora though haha(:

ohwell~
tmr we have school so that we can do a survey and clean up our classr00ms, yay

lala ~ 10:00 PM

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[..::^Tuesday, May 06, 2008^::..]

"other than 406, the rest of you may leave the hall now,,"
i guess i didn't have much to complain about, afterall the hall had air con and it was so comfortable(:

but guess what Ms Tan wanted to talk to us about,
she started off by asking us what the purpose of having a school uniform,,
well i guess she meant something much deeper other than for something to cover your body with,,
probably uniformity, equality, identity,, that kind of stuff,,
yeah, she finally got to the topic about our pretty white hoodies,,

i must agree that our hoodies might be opening a precedence for others to produce misconceptions about us, our class, our school, our community, etc.
but i just think that everywhere around the school, people wear pullovers and jackets and all, plus PB and drama club all have their hoodies,,
i don't know,,
looks like i can never do anything right ):

lala ~ 2:21 PM

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[..::^Monday, May 05, 2008^::..]

tomorrow is history MYA~
im kind of dead for cultural revolution,,? =/
i mean, i just found out 5 minutes ago that Deng Xiaoping died one day after my fifth birthday,,
i had all along thought that he was killed by Mao, like in his attempt to seize power,,
gosh ):

not like i did well for today's lit and chem or anything,,

ohwells~

lala ~ 9:39 PM

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[..::^Friday, April 25, 2008^::..]

guess what !

for the first time in my whole life,
i asked for homework(:
can you believe that?
i actually went up to bryden chew and asked him to give me a source based formative,,
he's seriously so so nice,,
too bad i felt sleepy during his CES session,,
i think it's 'cos of the flu and cough medicine?

anyways,,
i didn't do well for bio,,
i didn't do well for lit, i didn't do well for chem,,
i didn't do well for bio fa today either,,
i seriously can't stand myself sometimes,,

lala ~ 11:06 PM

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i can't get to sleep,,
i wish there was someone who could accompany me ~ ):

lala ~ 3:04 AM

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[..::^Sunday, April 20, 2008^::..]

math,
lit,
history,
chem,
bio,
social studies,

guess whats this list?
not only is it my subject combi,
but its the timetable rgs set for 406 this week 6 monday ie. tmr,,
woww,,
can u imagine?
6hours of these subjects is like mind murdering,,
im glad the teachers aren't going on course any more,,

lala ~ 8:56 PM

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